IF NOBODY WANTS ME

what can I do ?
it is reality, a hard reality.
it's a fact.
I can not fight it.
I can only accept this.
At my age, I do not have the energy.
I'm tired.
it's too late.
Maybe,  i cannot see netflix neither.
this's a bad life.
is better that i go to sleep.
may be , that  in the dreams, i can again to dream.
Maybe.