WHO AM I?

In this period of my life, I don’t know who I am.
I don’t feel me in anyone role.
I don’t feel as a father, I don’t feel as a lovers,  I don’t feel as a person.
It’s a situation very bad, a bad feeling.
It’s like to live in a continue dream, where the other live their life and you can only to observe, because you dream and you can’t attend at the dream.
Never mind what you are or what you can do.
Nothing is allowed you in this life , except to observe, like in a dream.
So, what to do ? To continue, hoping that will change, or to think different, to watch your life in a different way ?
I don’t know, I know that I need other, but other isn’t possible for me, now.
Maybe that all will change when I will understand who I am.
But I don’t know, maybe I’m too old to wait that this will happen or I must give up and to accept all this.
Maybe it’s time to buy a couch, at least I observe more comfortably.